_{I'm alive, I'm alive, oh yeah!
Between the good and bad's where you'll find me, reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and I'll sleep when I die.
I'll live my life
I'm alive!}

So yeah, that were some nice lyrics right?
Sorry, I've been super inactive. I've been on dA every day but I feel seriously demotivated seeing I have like 170 deviations and journals keep popping up everywhere.

Art-wise, I'm doing ok. I'm pretty content with my faces. Just not so much with the poses and anatomy.

A lot has been going on in my head ^^" I hope you guys don't mind.
It's been busy. I always come here on dA though ;w;
I've been feeling really sad lately. So I'm sorry if I seem gloomy.
^^" like 50% of my journals are sad/emo-tiemz aren't they? Sorry for that too.

I use the word sorry way too much. I apologize for everything XD it is seriously in my personality. If someone would have to count how many times I say "sorry" for pointless things, they'd die because they couldn't catch a breath ever. Sorry ^^"

The people around me are fine and I'm really happy about that.
I've got lots of things to be happy about. I feel poetic.
They are more than fine. I see that everyone's advancing and blooming quickly! It makes me happy yet sad because I feel really bad for not being able to keep up with the fast pace that everyone's in.

Okay I'll stop spamming you with sad weirdness.

On a brighter note, YOUTUBE ADDICT TIEMZ : D
I am so seriously addicted to youtube. It amuses me a lot to see the vloggers blabbing about things and I can nod like "oh, yeah!!" because half of the time, I seriously get what they're saying and it makes me laugh XDD. I am SUCH a dork. I watch so much youtube.
Youtube is my second home by now! I MEAN SERIOUSLY, EVERYTHING IS ON THERE. My fav films even!! Coolish! <-- hey, don't go like: why don't you buy your fav films then?! Because I actually never buy films, I ASK for them on bdays and shit.

Also, I NEDE FRILLS. Lolita fashion kills me more and more XDD I mean, I love everything sooo much ;w; checking out the communities every possible day makes me so so happy!

Been into photography lately.

Okay so..
This journal was pointless. Just wanted to update. LOL.

Love!
Nami

P.S. WOW I CAN ACTUALLY CHANGE THE DA MOOD THING FOR ONCE.